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I'll wait for them to come online, instead of doing something I'll regret later on.
(The urge is growing stronger, but I HAVE to resist it. Resistance must be stronger.)
#not really a vent#can you tell I dont really like being alone for TOO long?#(despite getting easily distracted)#but then#when my close friends aren't texting me at all at the moment#I start to lose it.#(someone tell me a way of distraction or just talk to me to distract me please-)#until Atleast one of them is online#I'm losing it#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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VALENTINES DAY SOON!!! which means I can lovingly stare at @frenchfriedgiraffe brotzly art as a substitution for actually celebrating!!! HOORAY!!!
scrap for brotzly nation.. 😖😖
#HIT NOTE PLEASE#i scream#siggggggggh#i think they're gone#but then#they rot my brain again#and again#brotzly#video edit#HAPPY UPCOMING VALENTINES DAY#I LOVE VALENTINES DAY#dghda#todd brotzman#dirk gently
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My hand slipped...
Whoops-
#i mightve made a website#by accident#it was only gonna be#a schedule#but then#suddenly its 4 hours later#and im hungry?
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Isagi and Rin fake dating AU where Rin insists that he has to be better than Sae at everything, personal life included. While they're both pretty reclusive and they typically keep to themselves so Rin never really had any competition for that BUT THEN, he noticed after the U20 that Sae started talking to Shidou and it's not just friendly talking either.
So Rin's face twitches at the thought that Sae is gonna get a boyfriend before he does and decides that NO. That is the second to the last fucking thing he wants to lose to Sae to (with football being the last one).
Enter Isagi fucking Yoichi.
On the field, Rin knows that Isagi is wild, abrasive and pretty hostile and aggressive. All things that you can probably compare him to Shidou with. HOWEVER, one major thing is that off the field Isagi is pretty tame, genuine and kind! Even going as far as to be compassionate and compromising. He's like, the model son in law or whatever if Rin's research is right (he just went into a few social media comments of old people gushing over what they want in their in laws).
Rin takes this as a win.
Not only did he score a boyfriend before Sae, his boyfriend would be like infinitely more respectful and have the best first impression with his parents. So, take that, Sae! (He doesn't even know there's a competition, he's just really happy Rin found someone cause he's been pretty lonely without clinging to Sae lately).
Rin obviously approaches Isagi about it pretty bluntly and Isagi is all confused but willing cause Rin was pretty pushy about it and this is probably the first time EVER he's asked for something. At this point, Isagi is just there for the ride and he's pretty chill with it.
They fake date. Rin insists they go on practice dates so they can sort of iron out the details and practice couple stuff (holding hands, hugging, small kisses to the cheeks) and all that. ENTER falling in love but on both sides. Here's the thing! Rin doesn't know SHIT about fake dating so he forgot to add the IMPORTANT CLAUSE (read: we're not allowed to fall in love) cause he's just that dense.
Family dinners comes around, Rin is... Actually nervous about this cause this is the first time he's brought... ANYONE home. Friend or boyfriend or fake boyfriend or whatever! So, he times it that Sae is there and he introduces Isagi as his boyfriend and Isagi is all king and polite and smiles and they're both doing great! And Rin's mom suggests that Isagi should stay over since it got pretty late (to bond they did a few family games and stuff) and once Rin and Isagi are inside the room. And alone.
Rin just covers his face with his hands and internally screams cause he can't believe he was actually pretty happy and enjoyed that entire experience and now Isagi makes his stomach flutter and oh god Isagi would NEVER like him back and-
And Isagi takes his hands away from his face slowly and he's looking at him with his stupid smile and a stupidly cute flushed face and this is where they confess and the night ends with them cuddling cause they're actually together together.
#Sae caught on to their bullshit immediately#he just didn't say anything#cause he wanted to humor them#and see how far it would go#but then#the next morning#Isagi and Rin are more touchy and shy#and he ALSO clocks their shit again#Sae isn't stupid for this one promise#mostly cause I need someone to clock rinsagi's shit#blue lock#bllk isagi#bllk rin#bllk manga#bllk sae#isagi yoichi#rinsagi#rnis#isagi x rin#itoshi sae#itoshi rin#a little#ryusae
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As i was walking to the train after class today there was a girl BOOKING IT and i was like oh maybe shes running for the train going the other way i probably dont need to run. Well. NEXT TRAIN IN 27 MINUTES!!!!!!! NEXT TRAIN IS STOPPED 9 STOPS AWAY!!!!!! I SHOULD HAVE RAN!!!!!!! I have never even seen the signs say a time over 20 minutes they just say 20+. They really said don't get your hopes up it hasn't even left yet
#It was pulling out right as i walked up#But its ok i just walked like 5 minutes to a different train#But THEN#The train that came there was ass to ass packed#Like 5pm? Rush hour? We can't have more than 1 train every 15 minutes?
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dunno why i always approach kumquats like i would a medicine i expect to taste awful when they're such wonderfully joyous fruit. literally eating them fills me with sunshine
#it starts out sort of as well as you'd expect from biting into a lemon#but then#but then the taste of that sweet skin just makes it feel like a dessert#i wish i could eat kumquats more often
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i should sleep but i can't go to sleep *currently 2am* because my sleep schedule is messed up and i go bed at 2 /3 am but friday im getting the train back to uni at 6am so i can't really sleep but if i sleep throughout the day today i will be able to stay up to get my train but then ill be tired when i get to my uni room and i can't sleep until night
conclusion - i will continue writing sukuna angst
#is this making sense#this is how my brain works btw#an angel speaks#i should sleep#but then#then what#i will have to force myself to sleep early later#ORRRRRRR#i sleep shorter and tire myself out#go bed 9pm#and then wake up for train#im smart wait a minute
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People were very nice today. Very generous, and considerate, and kind when they did not need to be.
The circumstances were wild though, I'll be honest. Did not expect the day to go in this direction at all.
#today was so much#just a lot#I had to go get my phone repaired because of a random software update that ruined the battery life#and so getting-a-ride shenanigans ensued for carless me#but then#surprise! they did not fix it at all by the time they said they would fix it :')#and I didn't want to be phone-less so I took it back#at least they didn't charge me at all..#now I gotta find a different phone#the one I have is workable for now but won't be okay in the long run#I just got here and now my phone decides to flip out#*sigh*#but kind people offered rides and a lot of their time to me#and one guy gave me a bag of fries#I am grateful for that!#life is weird and so am I#alsike rambles#alsike rambles in the tags
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ive never talked about akemi's gender because I genuinely don't. know. not only does the world not know but I. I don't either???
#I wanna keep them nb or agender. but.#I. don't know man.#sometimes I'm like#“oh assigned male at birth and tried to appear fem but didn't wanna be a girl or boy”#but then#I change my mind and it's like#“assigned female at birth but never felt good enough to fall under being a 'girl' ans felt pressure from society”#BUT RHEN#I. DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE
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girl who finally finished infinite wealth
#i mean i only started like a monthish ago but ive been behind since i took a break after k2 BUT#NOW IM CAUGHT UP#kinda#i never played 3 even tho i own a ps3 copy and i need to play judgment/LJ#BUT THEN#wait i havent played the localized ishin either only the jp one#FUCK
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how it feels when one of the gays gets eliminated
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I loooooove tragic stories but I do sometimes wonder if the pain they cause me is shortening my lifespan
#but then#if i live a short life yet feel the full weight of being alive#maybe thats okay#better to feel strongly than live forever#or whatever idk
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old Armand wip
#i remember i wanted to draw him more stylized#but then#idk i never finished it cause it looked weird#art#iwtv#armand#wip#work in progress#armand fanart#fanart#interview with the vampire
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I wanna feel pretty.
#eeermmw this is not anya!!!!!!! :( its my female persona . my friends told me wolfcuts or hush cut would fit me if i was a girl..!!!#YAYYAYA#but then#auhrghrh i wanna ve a girl#7$-;* 1/8/25
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You know I always kinda disliked third person omniscient (where you know everyone's/more than one person's thoughts) but it's actually really fun to write sometimes. I've been playing around with it recently, and it feels really free to be able to give away literally whatever information I want to because I can say what any character is thinking.
I started doing it because I started a character study on characters starting at their birth, and it didn't really make sense to have the babies' thoughts and I don't think I would be happy with the result. It's been super fun to switch around on who's thinking what and how the situation feels to each individual person. I don't really know why I hated it so much.
#i guess its because when i was younger and was introduced to this it was always in kinda stupid situations#like#not used as ways to deeper your relationship with characters it would just be like#heres a simple surface level uninteresting example#But then#I read a fanfic that used this#and it was interesting#i specifically remember there was a nonspeaking character#and he showed the other a stick#the other was confused because they didn't think there was anything interesting about it like the bugs hed shown him#the nonspeaking character was a little upset because he was showing it for the holes the ants had eaten#not because it was a stick#and it kinda clicked with me#writing#fanfic#fanfiction#ao3#archive of our own#writeblr
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can guarantee you that i’m going to have a million more squid game!bonten thoughts by the end of today 😔😔😔😔😔
#i have to go have lasagna @ my momma’s today#BUT THEN#it’s season two all night#i am outrageously excited#OUTRAGEOUSLY!!! EXCITED!!!!!#i wanted to rewatch season one but we didn’t have time this week :((#anyway~#clari chatters#maisie has already heard my squid game bonten thoughts from over a yr ago BUT#i’m sure there will be many more to come
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